Have been reading certain things that have made me realize... I don't know.

There are certain familiar notions that have been drilled into us since forever. Things like 'there will always be someone better than you', 'there is always more to learn', etc.

I've been scouring the literary quotes community for beautiful quotes, saving all the nice ones in a microsoft word document. But it was while reading the blog of someone I've known for quite a while but have never really talked to... it completely hit me. It's amazing isn't it, the depth people have behind their exteriors? How they hide it so well? Beside that person I feel ashamed, brought to my knees.

I don't think I've ever been mature at all.

Anyway now is not the time to indulge in introspection.

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